HO~~~~~~~~ The truth is tearing up my heart I can‘t recognize this place The endless road without a stop sign Can‘t even find a stranger this time Why am I still holding back my tears In this loneliness there‘s nothing to fear Every chord still seems a wonder How we could be together Every time I ask if this Would be the last Why am I still talking to myself Hoping you will have the keys to my cell Every song might calm the weather But it just draws me deeper How do I get out of this I think I never will…… A crystal forming in the eye Maybe this would be the last The winding path down my face Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside
Saturday, February 21, 2009
~ 12:50 PM ~
ok finally a new blog skin and is 1 made by myself!!! =P the 1st blogsking i made wahahahahah!
yeah... so wat 2 blog 2day? hm.... unbelieveable! i survived this week! zzz i hav made more than 1000 calls this week!!! and ttz like 40hours of call!!! zzz the most call in my life.... _- oh and really cant believe i'm still alive..... zzz SMRT bus drivers are super scary keep almost got into accident and they dash through red lights!!! WTF!? zzz kind of remind me of the shuttle bus driver at TLL lolz...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
~ 9:59 PM ~
ok.... finally used up half my life to get something 'workable' on 'STUPIDLY IE' i noe this blog not so gd.... box small and all but dun worry... i will change it 2 another one during the weekend with the other half of my life so... yeah~ once u see a diff blogskin u will see the post 'I'M DEAD' 2 -_-
~ 8:09 PM ~
ok... i noe tt the last 3 buttons cant b click when u using IE on my blog.... i do not noe y is this so.... but there is no problem when using firefox and i even tried changing my blogskin using IE but the same results... so i really do not noe is IE fucked up or the skin format cos i tried some other skins liaoz and it seems like ever skin has a problem on IE and none has problem on firefox -_-
Monday, February 16, 2009
~ 7:36 PM ~
ROAR!!! 1st day of work 2day....
lolz ytd night was like chatting with loisa until 11 like tt den i go off slp... den a few minutes lata i online again..... cos i 4got to write down how to do my workplace -_- loisa was like cant tahan me lolz!
loisa: sry la.... my mental state now u oso noe one...... =P 2 pre-occupated le =P btw.... FASTER COME BACK FORM US LA!!! lolz den go sing k sing until siao and go watch sunset and emo throught the night den watch sun rise =P
ok anyway back to topic.... i'm now working at this place call 'Ingram Micro' a international IT firm basically doing telemarketing.... so is like call other companies 2 go for my company's seminar lolz i made 200 calls 2day!! woot! nv made so many calls in one day in my life b4 -_- and from 2day i realised tt singapore so small but got thousands over companies!!! siao! oh well.... and there r tons of weird companies out there hahaz some r kind of entertaining and some r kind of like pissed u off? zzz den at there oso got one more person same age as me oso temp telemarketer lolz got someone to tok 2 yeah~ if not damn bored sia..... hahaz yeah... ttz all for 2day
more calls 2 make tmw! CYAZ!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
~ 1:38 PM ~
if u hav this song pls.... pls send me thyz =D
Gray cao ge and xu wei lun, Freedom
貼著我胸口 抱緊我別放手 在最需要感覺你的時候
不需要理由 永遠都要在一起 只有真愛能讓我們自由
也許有風有雨 但我們的愛情 比誰都有決心 想要給你的太多
愛 これから 二人で 分享和擁有 愛 分かったよ I'm afraid no more 有你一直陪伴著我
我知道你有 太多的事想去做 親愛的我會在身邊守候
我追逐的夢 為了我們的以後 親愛的請保管我的承諾
也許有風有雨 但我們的愛情 比誰都有決心 想要給你的太多
愛 これから 二人で 分享和擁有 愛 分かったよ I'm afraid no more 有你一直陪伴著我
愛 これから 二人で 分享和擁有 愛 分かったよ I'm afraid no more 有你一直陪伴著我
就算走到生命盡頭
Saturday, February 14, 2009
~ 11:17 AM ~
14th of feb.... hm... actually a few dayz ago i had actually 4gotten tt 2day is V day hahaz until someone remind me -_-"......
well 14/2/09 the day i celebrate my 20th lonely V day hahaz....
STOP ASKING ME Y I NV APPLY FOR UNI! I WILL TELL U THE ANSWER NOW AND I'M NOT GONNA REPEAT IT AGAIN AND TTZ COS I STUPID AND USELESS!! CAN!? zzz i noe u all keep telling me i'm smart and hav to abilities to do this and tt but if i dun put them to gd use den at the end of the day i'm jus a stupid and useless person my results rit now is like itz an insult to shit by comparing it to my results
u think i dun wanna go uni? i'm regerting tt i did not hardwork can? haiz.... i noe i only hav myself to blame i noe itz to late to work hard now but late is better nv ba? haiz.... but if i start working hard now i wonder jus how much better can it make my messed up life now will i really get wat i wan ya i noe life sux i hate myself and my life but so wat? is either i face it or i jus die and run away from it and left problems unsolved haiz....
so.... pls! stop asking me y i nv apply for uni THYZ!
