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Saturday, August 15, 2009
~ 11:19 AM ~
realised tt i'm really a fool
watz the point of trying so hard? pushing myself so hard when i never ever get wat i deserved?
this really sux and is really disappointing
i should jus gav up life and myself long ago
i really hate my life and myself
i'm jus so stupid always pushing myself this hard
but at the end of the day wat do i really get?
jus shitz....
do i really deserve all these?
y r there ppl who dun even put in effort yet get things better than wat they deserve?
this life of mine
i giv up...
giv up this life i tell myself now
i think itz really time to giv it up
and stop this stupid tot of 'as long as i try my best i'm sure gd things will come'
i'm jus cheating myself cos nothing gd will even come
i' born to suffer
i can only experience pain and nothing else
i should jus stop trying so hard
this life? itz the end
the time has come...
the time to giv up myself and this life

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; name: Alfred Lim Meng Hao aka Devil89
; school: Kong Hwa School P1,2,3/4, P4,5,6/5, MacPherson Secondary School 1,2,3,4A, Temasek Polytechnic AF12,AF22,AF32
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; birthday: 02/01/1989
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