Wednesday, November 5, 2008
~ 8:09 PM ~
ARGH!!! WTF!? finally tot can con't my project end up not enough seeds and i hav to stop my project again!!! and worst? my mentor is going to korea for the whole week!!! den he tell me wait until he back le den see how WTF!? without all this fucking things happening i already got a v high chance of not finishing my project le den now all this fucking things keep happening like trying to tell me tt i sure cant finish my project one argh!!! feeling fucking fucked up now... jus wtf is wrong with my life man!? so many fucking things keep happening damn it! i'm so damn fated to fail in watever fucking things i do. argh!!! and some many other fucking things keep happening to me jus WTF IS WRONG!? HELLO~ CAN FUCKING GIVE ME A BREAK!? all i nd is jus one fucking day where i dun hav to think of all these fucking problems! i dun care u call me a weakling or u say i'm running away from my fucking problems but all i wan is jus one day! one fucking day where i dun hav 2 bother abt all these fucking things tis life jus sux! sometimes i really wonder wat is the purpose of my existence? do i jus exist physical to waste nature resources? hav i ever done anything to deserve to exist? newspaper keep reporting of 'outstanding' people who die young wun it b better if the person who died is someone useless like me? i'm like jus here to waste resources do i even deserve to exist? haiz...
btw sry for all the 'f' words really feeling freaking pissed off and down now...