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Sunday, November 29, 2009
~ 11:33 AM ~
have been watching <終極三國> these few dayz
not a bad show is cont' from <终极一班> and <终极一家>
damn funny is like a modern romance of the 3 kingdoms?
with all the cold jokes from the previous 2 shows
but this time therez this 够爱 crazy where there are diff ver of it
-_-
is actually a v nice song but they make some many funny ver -_-

well herez the female ver of the song



and this is the original ver i still like the original one

Saturday, November 28, 2009
~ 8:37 PM ~
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
FUCK!
PLS!
I'M NOT GOD!
MY NAME IS NOT KAMI!
I'M NOT A GENIUS!
I DO NOT FUCKING NOE EVERYTHING FUCKING THINGS IN THIS FUCKING UNIVERSE
SO PLS DUN FUCKING EXPECT ME TO FUCKING NOE EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THINGS
FUCK OFF FUCKERS!

Monday, November 23, 2009
~ 8:44 PM ~
pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls
pls........ i'm begging u.....
pls leave me alone.......
i already hav my own troubles and problem
so pls leave me alone b4 i go crazy

Tuesday, November 17, 2009
~ 10:13 PM ~
1st day at guards 2day....
haiz....
realized itz not stay out....
itz a super active unit....
they promised tt they will be one of the busiest store
zzz
tons of stuffs to do
alot of bad things are gonna happen.....
and we r guaranteed tt we r sure to get fucked
zzz
and i tot store is supposed to be slack?
outfield training we must tag along with SBO and camo on....
wtf la
SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!!!!

haiz..... the one and only gd thing coming to guards is...........

got overseas trainings next year....
to Malaysia, Brunei, Australia and the only gd place i guess? Hawaii on well.....
LLST~
suck my thumb for the next 1 and a half years ba....
fuck shit

Monday, November 16, 2009
~ 11:41 PM ~
alrit jus got my posting....
and i got 3RD GUARDS!!!!!
omg active unit
lots of outfield....
and overseas training.....
haiz....
hope itz as slack as wat my friend in guards said....
and hope itz stay out 2....
8-5 life here i come!!!


READY TO STRIKE!

Saturday, November 14, 2009
~ 12:57 PM ~
Tsukiakari no Michishirube

Lyrics:

JAP:

答えのない毎日が
ただ過ぎてゆく時間が
これから先どうなるのだろう?
わからない...

闇よりも深い夜の孤独に
惑わされてた
だれかに今気づいてほしい...
ここから逃げ出したいから

窓から見える朝焼け
部屋に鳴り響く音
アラームに起こされて
薄暗い中 家飛び出すよ
カバンの中には
何も変わらない平凡詰め込んで
そしていつもの場所へ

だれかが言った言葉が
気になって 惑わされて
争いたくなんてないから
何も言えない
夢や理想はあるけれど
気持ちばかり先に行って
現実がずっと後ろから
ボクを見てる

ねぇだれか教えて
みんなそうなのかな?
今日が幸せなら
それでいいと思えるって
幼いころには
確かにあったよ
夢を追いかけてた
でもそれも遠い記憶

答えのない毎日が
ただ過ぎていく時間が
これから先どうなるのだろう?
わからない...
ツキアカリのミチシルベ
雲を越えボクに届け
進むべき道を照らしてよ
今日がどんなに壊れそうでも

何があっても
何があっても
信じてたいから
あの日の遠い記憶 呼び覚ますから
忘れないでね 胸に刻みつけ

答えは自分の中に
必ずあるものだから
あきらめないで
強く生きることをやめないで
悲しすぎて
前に進めない時でも
共に悩み歩んだぼくらに
風は吹く
どこまででも
ENG:

An everyday that has no answer,
Just the time that goes by,
What will happen from this point?
I don't know.

I was confused
By the loneliness of nights deeper than the dark
I want someone to notice me now...
Because I want to escape from here

The sunrise colors I can see from my window,
The ringing vibration in the room,
Woken up by the alarm,
I dash out of my dimly-lit house
Inside of my bag
I packed the regular stuff, not changing a thing
Then I head to the usual place

Words that someone said
Make me worried and confused
And because I don't want to contest them
I can't say anything
I have dreams and ideals
But only my feelings go ahead of me
And the reality is looking at me
From the behind all the time

Hey. Somebody show me,
Is everybody like that?
That they 'feel it's good enough
if they're if happy today'
When I was a child,
I definitely had it,
I had chased after dreams,
But that is a far away memory.

An everyday that has no answer,
Just the time that goes by,
What will happen from this point?
I don't know.
The moonlights guidepost,
Go past the clouds and reach me,
Shine the way that I must go,
Even if today seems so broken.

Even if something happens,
Even if something happens,
Because I want to believe
Because I'll recall the distant memories of that day
Please don't forget, carve it into your heart

Because the answer is something
That definitely exists inside of yourself
Don't give up
Don't stop living strong
Even when it's too sad
And you can't advance forward
To the both of us who grieve, walked
The wind blows
Endlessly

Friday, November 13, 2009
~ 6:06 PM ~
ROAR!!!
jus back from field camp.....
and freaking day 1 of field camp i kanna the 1st prize
i'm the RQMS of the 1st battalian
-_- not bad har?
sispec they learn how to lead a platoon
and OCS they learn how to lead a company
now i suddenly nd to lead a battalian wtf la
and i was RQMS for more than 24 hrz
plans keep getting rejected
hav to keep redoing the plans and eveything
skipping meals to complete the plans on time
zzz seriously squeezed out every single drop of my brain juice jus on the 1st day of field camp -_-
oh well at least i finished the biggest event for my course
and had my beret presentation 2day
and next week i'm going to my new unit for attachment~

Saturday, November 7, 2009
~ 12:00 AM ~
did under-slung 2day....
basically is abt how to tie up a rover and den hook it onto a chinook while it is hovering over u

but execrise was cut short due to the weather but oso gd la or not train will end v late 2day.....

1 more week to 'complete' the course ROAR!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009
~ 3:04 PM ~
ARGH!!! SUNDAY FUCKING UNLUCKY DAY!

in the morning kanna pestered again
ARGH!! damn y cant she jus leave me alone?

den after tt phone kanna pickpocketed while on this bus crowded with fuckers from china sux man bloody fuckers

den after fucking spend 4hr++ to make a report, get new sim card, phone and itz like 8pm when everything is done and i freaking nd to reach camp at 9.30 freaking rush like hell end up nv eat lunch and dinner. ate one pathetic pack of bee hoon when i reach camp -_-

haiz.... itz time to go searching for my luck man anyone got equipments tt could dig til the core of the earth? gonna dig for my luck -_-


ytd live firing.... near sispec freaking wake up at 4.30am to get ready and live firing started at 10am WTF!? den half way through it rained v heavily my grp din get to shoot live rounds for day shot and here comes the 'highlight' of the day.
freaking hav to prone on a puddle of water/mud becos u nd to b behind cover -_-
end up sar21 is brown in colour, LBV brown in colour best is our uniform become desert non-pixeled camo -_-
and everything end at 1am++ den go search for RAI zzz leave tt place at 2++ and reach back STC st 3am++
zzz no nd to slp lo~ cos booking out at 7am+ for medical appointment -_- nice hor?
so far i hav not slp for 35hrz zzz
and sitting at home with thie ecg machine attached on me haiz.....
fuck this life man

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; name: Alfred Lim Meng Hao aka Devil89
; school: Kong Hwa School P1,2,3/4, P4,5,6/5, MacPherson Secondary School 1,2,3,4A, Temasek Polytechnic AF12,AF22,AF32
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; birthday: 02/01/1989
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