jus finished watching hana yori dango korean ver. boys over flowers
not too bad... hahaz
love the songs and jus finished dling all 3 OST lolz

think this song is nice enjoy =D

Yearning Heart by A'st1

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
yoori chulum negen boolanhan maeum in gul

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
idehro nul poomaneh damgo shippuh

hessal dalmeun nuh eh geu miso
barameul dalmeun ni hyanggi ddaddeut han soomgyul
shinggeu luh oon nuh eh nootbit chi jowa

hengbokeh hanaleum chwihan
sarangi ggoomi dwelggabwa da sarajil ggabwa
gyutteh itneun ni soneul ggok jabgeh dweh

(shashala shalallala hey my
shashala shalallala hey my girl
shashala shalallala in my heart)
youngwonhi muhmoolluh jwo

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
yoori chulum negen boolanhan maeum in gul

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
idehro nul poomaneh damgo shippuh

oh~ nan nuhman bomyun numoo doogeun dweh
nun ilun nal bomyunsuh neul ootgonheh
ilun geh sarang ilgga, ilun geh hengbok ilgga
meh il achim nooneul ddeugi maneul (you know)

haru haru kuhganeun neh maeum
niga mot ddala ol ggabwa, gil eul ileul ggabwa
gyutteh itneun ni soneul ggok jabgeh dweh

(shashala shalallala hey my
shashala shalallala hey my girl
shashala shalallala in my heart)
youngwonhi muhmoolluh jwo

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
yoori chulum negen boolanhan maeum in gul

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
idehro nul poomaneh damgo shippuh

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
yoori chulum negen boolanhan maeum in gul

a shwioon maeum in gul a shwioon maeum in gul
gyutteh issuhdo unjenah geulioon gul
hey, my girl
idehro nul poomaneh damgo shippuh


English Translation


it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
Yearning Of The Heart lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/51808-Yearning-Of-The-Heart~A-ST1.html
hey, my girl
like glass, it's an uneasy heart to me

it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl
like this, i want to place you in my embrace

your smile that is like the sunshine
your fragrance that is like the wind, your warm breath
your bright eyes.. i like it

intoxicated in an armful of happiness
just in case this love will become a dream, or everything will disappear
i tightly hold your hand next to me

(shashala shalallala hey my
shashala shalallala hey my girl
shashala shalallala in my heart)
stay by my side forever

it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl
like glass, it's an uneasy heart to me

it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl
like this, i want to place you in my embrace

oh~ just looking at you, my heart flutters
seeing me like this, you always laugh
is this what love is? is this what happiness is?
making me open my eyes every morning (you know)

everyday, my heart grows wider
just in case you won't be able to follow me, or that you'll lose the way
i tightly hold your hand next to me

(shashala shalallala hey my
shashala shalallala hey my girl
shashala shalallala in my heart)
stay by my side forever

it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl
like glass, it's an uneasy heart to me

it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl
like this, i want to place you in my embrace

it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl
like glass, it's an uneasy heart to me

it's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl
like this, i want to place you in my embrace

alrity... got letter from army le
enlistment date is 5th june lolz 15 weeks obese BMT
damn sad.... police dun wan me.....
haiz... now dunno wat 2 do after NS
well.... gonna see how ba i guess?
ROAR!
suan le my only mission now is to get back my stamina or make it better than last time =P
and of cos to become fit wahahaha
be prepared to see the slim and fit Devil =P

SHUT THE FUCK UP LA
Y DO U JUS HAV TO MAKE ME HATE U!?

alrit... finally an update....
basically this week is everyday fieldtrips for the year 1s

Mon:
went 2 sch in the morning to help with some admin stuffs den meet tat, xuan, nick, anil and aaron for lunch at design me, tat and xuan ordered this special order which costed $11 at the western food store which includes chicken cutlet, 2 pork chops, grilled fish, beef steak and butter rice hahaz damn worth it eat until shoik b4 we go gardenia for free bread with gene and the BCS freshies hahaz

Tue:
had lunch at ITAS with tat, xuan and nick den we go IBN with aaron, anil and gene with the BIO freshies

Wed:
Had lunch in school with tat, xuan, nick, aaron and anil at biz b4 going to bloodbank with louis and gene with the BMS freshies, slacked around and do stupid stuffs at bloodbank after the fieldtrip hahaz and u wun wanna noe the details =P den after tt we go marina square to meet grace, dennis, nadiah, clarissa and li wei for makan at pizza hut and we celebrated dennis's bday and louis's belated bday hahaz and we make them do some stuffs lolz damn funny

Thur:
woke up early in the morning to go hay's dairy with tat, nick, aaron, gene and anil with the VET freshies it was great and my 1st time having goat milk lolz taste kind of normal to me hahaz but it kind of taste damn gd after drinking a few more lolz den after tt meet ya zhi, fang ying and hui zi in sch for lunch with tat and den go collect graduation attire, after which went tamp1 with ya zhi and fang ying, alot of 'jap' shops there and played abit of arcade games. the arcade there v small and v limited games -_-

Fri:
woke up quite early 2day 2 2 go yakult factory with tat, xuan, nick, gene and louis with the FSN freshies den tat, xuan and nick go do some breaking after the trip and i went to mentoring booth for awhile lolz den we had lunch b4 we con't slacking til evening

week 0 has ended....
it was quite sad....
lose in dragonboat...
itz my last....
my last in TP...
oh well....
suddenly feel v sad...
and i'm starting to miss orientation...
the 4 week 0s i hav been through as a freshie,OL and log
all was great with gd memories
2day jus rotted at home...
feels so weird itz kind of like 'it ended?'
3 years suddenly seems so fast
how i jus wish time could stop...
of cos i will miss my friends in poly
poly life was great
it was fun but oso stressful at times
in fact the most stressful period in life so far
oh well
dunno watz next...
still no reply from police...
suddenly feel v unsecure oso....
wander watz my future gonna b like.....

tmw is the day.....
could only cross finger
pray (to satan -_-)
and hope tt everything will turn out well.....
oh! and suck it up!

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

FUCK LA
I FUCKING HAD ENOUGH OF THIS MAN
JUS WAT THE FUCK THEY WAN FROM ME!?
CANT THEY JUS LEAVE ME ALONE!?
JUS FUCK OFF!
THIS IS MY LIFE
I DO WAT I WAN
I FUCKING LIVE MY LIFE
CANT THEY EVEN FUCKING LET ME DO TT!?
I JUS WISH I'M A BASTARD
OR MAYB EVEN BETTER IF I DID NOT EXIST AT ALL
MAYB
I SHOULD JUS EXIST NO MORE
JUS WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG MAN

ARGH!!!!
FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!FUCK!!!

KNNB! CCB!

super tiring................

ytd went to sch after lunch to con't doing the maze with xuan, solana, cheryl and shad
den at abt 6 we went techno with some other ppl from faltis to makan b4 we go for the overnight orietation refresh

during the refresh, wat we basically do is to simulate the overnight amzing race (AR) for week '0',
it was kind of boring... but wat to do? cos itz nessecery.....
so for the simulation i was stationed at design canteen, lucky got one kitten pei me the whole night hahaz if not den i think i would b damn bored.... basically played with the kitten, 'chatted' with the kitten, take pics of the kitten, enjoy the peace of the night and enjoy the beautiful night sky in sch... not too bad... at least can kind of relax for awhile....

the night sky in sch ytd was great, dark and clear, can see alot of stars and i saw this super bright 'star' which i think could actually b a galaxy too bad i dun hav a telescope at tt time... haiz i'm sure i will get to see something super cool

the simulation was carried out twice and the debriefing ended at abt 6 den supposingly my LT (Faltis) is supposed to hav breakfast tgt one.... but end up cos everyone was too tired, not everyone went only a few of us go mac for breakfast den tat's LT all not eating breakfast left him and one more person only lolz so they joined my LT for breakfast

den after breakfast me, xuan, solana, cheryl and mei yee went back to sch to finish up the maze and zul joined us for awhile haf-way through....
den by 11am, we din managed to finish the whole maze... haiz.... but at least we r only left with 2 tunnels and the maze will b done woot! so at abt 11+ me, xuan, tat and eric went to mensa for lunch b4 going back home to get our beauty slp..... hahaz

herez some picz of the cat i took =D


hahaz among all picz took, i love this the most. the kitten was like sitting at the chair directly opp me and we r like staring at each other for awhile until it got 'sian' and jump up onto the table lolz

ROAR! jus watz fucking wrong with this fucked up life of mine!? i so gonna explode soon ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like fuckingly randomly killing anyone now

damn it!
this sux
sux to the core
jus fuck off

haiz

tmw will b another overnight thing in sch for orientation...
hope it will go well....
i so tired....
physically and mentally....
had enough of this...
but...
i noe it will not stop...
damn u sick bastards!