hm... recently jus started watching macross frontier hm... not a bad anime? nice graphics and songs hahaz the anime is basically filled with lots of gd songs but itz kind of giving me a 'HSM' feeling -_- oh well... as for story wise... ok la... kind of similar to linebarrel to me -_- but overall i will say this anime is worth watching hahaz

oh! and now i'm addicted 2 this song called 'amrita' which is the theme song for one of tsubasa's movie by yui makino who is oso the voice behind sakura in tsubasa hahaz of cos she oso got sing other songs and some of my fav are 'synchronicity' and 'you are my love'

herez the lyrics for amrita hope u all like the song =D

Jap

聴かせて懐かしい歌を
遠くで口ずさんで
聖なる蜜のように夢のように
その中で眠らせて

どうして世界は逆さに無力に流れてくの？
夕焼け
いつか見た茜雲
そばにいれないその代わりに

銀色の雨が降ってきたら私だと思って
涙を拭いて

まっすぐに肌に落ちる流星
降り続けて　その肩に蜜雨（アムリタ）

大地が泣いている夜を
感じる心でいて
あなたの傷口が痛むなら
空に願いの弓矢を撃つ

銀色の雨が降ってきたら私だと思って
時間を止めて

地平線　響き渡る雫
確かなもの
あの日々に蜜雨（アムリタ）

銀色の雨が降ってきたら私だと思って
涙を拭いて

まっすぐに肌に落ちる流星
あなたに降る雨になる　蜜雨（アムリタ）

English

Let me hear the nostalgic song
Hum it in the distance
like sacred nectar, like a dream
Let me sleep surrounded by it

Why does the world flow inversely and powerlessly?
At sunset,
The scarlet clouds that I saw some other day
Were in place of you who couldn't be by my side

When the silver rain falls, think of it as me
Wipe away your tears

The shooting stars that drop straight onto your skin
Continue to fall; they're the amrita on your shoulders

Please be in my heart that feels
The nights when the earth is weeping
If your wounds are hurting you,
I'll shoot an arrow of wishes at the sky

When the silver rain falls, think of it as me
Stop the time

The sound of raindrops echoes across the horizon,
something definite
Is the amrita back in those days

When the silver rain falls, think of it as me
Wipe away your tears
The shooting stars that drop straight onto your skin
Will fall to you, will become the rain- They're the amrita

hm... recently jus started watching macross frontier hm... not a bad anime? nice graphics and songs hahaz the anime is basically filled with lots of gd songs but itz kind of giving me a 'HSM' feeling -_- oh well... as for story wise... ok la... kind of similar to linebarrel to me -_- but overall i will say this anime is worth watching hahaz

oh! and now i'm addicted 2 this song called 'amrita' which is the theme song for one of tsubasa's movie by yui makino who is oso the voice behind sakura in tsubasa hahaz of cos she oso got sing other songs and some of my fav are 'synchronicity' and 'you are my love'

herez the lyrics for amrita hope u all like the song =D

Jap

聴かせて懐かしい歌を
遠くで口ずさんで
聖なる蜜のように夢のように
その中で眠らせて

どうして世界は逆さに無力に流れてくの？
夕焼け
いつか見た茜雲
そばにいれないその代わりに

銀色の雨が降ってきたら私だと思って
涙を拭いて

まっすぐに肌に落ちる流星
降り続けて　その肩に蜜雨（アムリタ）

大地が泣いている夜を
感じる心でいて
あなたの傷口が痛むなら
空に願いの弓矢を撃つ

銀色の雨が降ってきたら私だと思って
時間を止めて

地平線　響き渡る雫
確かなもの
あの日々に蜜雨（アムリタ）

銀色の雨が降ってきたら私だと思って
涙を拭いて

まっすぐに肌に落ちる流星
あなたに降る雨になる　蜜雨（アムリタ）

English

Let me hear the nostalgic song
Hum it in the distance
like sacred nectar, like a dream
Let me sleep surrounded by it

Why does the world flow inversely and powerlessly?
At sunset,
The scarlet clouds that I saw some other day
Were in place of you who couldn't be by my side

When the silver rain falls, think of it as me
Wipe away your tears

The shooting stars that drop straight onto your skin
Continue to fall; they're the amrita on your shoulders

Please be in my heart that feels
The nights when the earth is weeping
If your wounds are hurting you,
I'll shoot an arrow of wishes at the sky

When the silver rain falls, think of it as me
Stop the time

The sound of raindrops echoes across the horizon,
something definite
Is the amrita back in those days

When the silver rain falls, think of it as me
Wipe away your tears
The shooting stars that drop straight onto your skin
Will fall to you, will become the rain- They're the amrita

hahaz received this e-mail 2day called 'latest christmas carol for 2008 i find it damn cool and funny and yeah~ here i am sharing it with u all =P

Latest Christmas carol for 2008, haha !!!

You'd better watch out

You'd better not cry

You'd better keep cash

I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town.

It's hitting you once,

It's hitting you twice

It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise

Recession is coming to town

It's worthless if you've got shares

It's worthless if you've got bonds

It's safe when you've got cash in hand

So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You'd better watch out

You'd better not cry

You'd better keep cash

I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town!

Finance products are confusing

Finance products are so vague

The banks make you bear the cost of risk

So keep out for goodness sake, OH

You'd better watch out

You'd better not cry

You'd better keep cash

I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town.

hahaz received this e-mail 2day called 'latest christmas carol for 2008 i find it damn cool and funny and yeah~ here i am sharing it with u all =P

Latest Christmas carol for 2008, haha !!!

You'd better watch out

You'd better not cry

You'd better keep cash

I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town.

It's hitting you once,

It's hitting you twice

It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise

Recession is coming to town

It's worthless if you've got shares

It's worthless if you've got bonds

It's safe when you've got cash in hand

So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You'd better watch out

You'd better not cry

You'd better keep cash

I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town!

Finance products are confusing

Finance products are so vague

The banks make you bear the cost of risk

So keep out for goodness sake, OH

You'd better watch out

You'd better not cry

You'd better keep cash

I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town.

hm... another boring day.... extract more RNA 2day and more farmer work~ lolz...
oh well nothing much happened 2day... saw wei liang (da ge) and lissa at aljunied MRT station 2day den we go to a nearby coffee shop to hav a drink and chit chat den after tt when walking home saw JJ, yong hwee, shuan and xiao ling at hawker

recently kind of addicted to this song lolz
够爱 by 东城卫 & A Chord

hope u all like it 2 =D

wo ho ya
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油
没想走你好像说过你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我

你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我

爱你的我
不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我 ya wo
爱你的我 ya wo

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

hm... another boring day.... extract more RNA 2day and more farmer work~ lolz...
oh well nothing much happened 2day... saw wei liang (da ge) and lissa at aljunied MRT station 2day den we go to a nearby coffee shop to hav a drink and chit chat den after tt when walking home saw JJ, yong hwee, shuan and xiao ling at hawker

recently kind of addicted to this song lolz
够爱 by 东城卫 & A Chord

hope u all like it 2 =D

wo ho ya
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油
没想走你好像说过你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我

你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我

爱你的我
不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我 ya wo
爱你的我 ya wo

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

不会爱 by 飞轮海

只好让礼物安静躺在我口袋
远远看着你跟他快乐聊到笑开 yeah~
当友情两字不足形容我情感
心情都随你转弯
耳机它轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情歌听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫
#你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待
只剩下冰冷空气陪我一整晚
寂寞却多到塞车根本无法动弹 yeah~
一翻身我在半夜突然就醒来
梦里你的唇柔软
耳机它轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情歌听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫
Repeat #
爱你我慢不下来 没有哪一天例外
跟自己比快 我会赶上你未来 oh~
你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 那天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待~
不怕空白 我继续等待
等待~~等待~~

不会爱 by 飞轮海

只好让礼物安静躺在我口袋
远远看着你跟他快乐聊到笑开 yeah~
当友情两字不足形容我情感
心情都随你转弯
耳机它轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情歌听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫
#你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待
只剩下冰冷空气陪我一整晚
寂寞却多到塞车根本无法动弹 yeah~
一翻身我在半夜突然就醒来
梦里你的唇柔软
耳机它轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情歌听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫
Repeat #
爱你我慢不下来 没有哪一天例外
跟自己比快 我会赶上你未来 oh~
你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 那天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待~
不怕空白 我继续等待
等待~~等待~~

spend the whole day ytd dling tsubasa's song... wo! finally finished dling them... and after listening to them... kinda feel like watching tsubasa all over again... hahaz... the songs are damn nice kajiura yuki rox man!

spend the whole day ytd dling tsubasa's song... wo! finally finished dling them... and after listening to them... kinda feel like watching tsubasa all over again... hahaz... the songs are damn nice kajiura yuki rox man!

day 1 of week 11... the starting of the 2nd half... finally starting to prepare for RNA extraction... spend the whole day grinding seedlings into powder 2 get ready for extraction, and the grinding is done in liquid nitrogen!!! zzz keep burning my hands in liquid nitrogen zzz damn pain man zzz the 1st sample i did it without wear the cryo glove and end up my fingerz all turn purple in colour n den got this numb feeling until lunch time... zzz den after lunch one shot chiong 5 samples and end up the other hand kanna burnt zzz pain until now.... haiz... den after work 2day went to library to borrow new books 2 read (surprised tt i'm reading books? den u dun really noe me man... hahaz) the moment i step into the lib i heard someone shouting and the lib staffs running abt... den im like 'wth happened?' den after tt i go upstairs and saw a crowd gathering... den i heard 2 person shouting so i guess itz a qurrel? so bo liao one these ppl qurrel in lib of all place den i heard this indian guy shouting abt wat this chinese guy beat him den ppl nv call police cos he is chinese i'm like 'wtf!? no link' and tt indian guy lata shout wat he wan call police den say wat ppl blame him when the chinese touch him -_- i'm like 'so he touch u or beat u? zzz' oh well and this guy look v mentally unstable... so i cant really b bothered abt it... jus go find my book den go borrow... when borrowing the book the police came... den i'm like 'wa! so efficant ar? ttz like less than 5min' so yeah~ u mus b thinking all the actions starts now? nope ttz where all the action endz cos i cant b bother to stay n see wat happened zzz so wu liao... but i kinda pity the lib staffs they look so lost at tt time...

day 1 of week 11... the starting of the 2nd half... finally starting to prepare for RNA extraction... spend the whole day grinding seedlings into powder 2 get ready for extraction, and the grinding is done in liquid nitrogen!!! zzz keep burning my hands in liquid nitrogen zzz damn pain man zzz the 1st sample i did it without wear the cryo glove and end up my fingerz all turn purple in colour n den got this numb feeling until lunch time... zzz den after lunch one shot chiong 5 samples and end up the other hand kanna burnt zzz pain until now.... haiz... den after work 2day went to library to borrow new books 2 read (surprised tt i'm reading books? den u dun really noe me man... hahaz) the moment i step into the lib i heard someone shouting and the lib staffs running abt... den im like 'wth happened?' den after tt i go upstairs and saw a crowd gathering... den i heard 2 person shouting so i guess itz a qurrel? so bo liao one these ppl qurrel in lib of all place den i heard this indian guy shouting abt wat this chinese guy beat him den ppl nv call police cos he is chinese i'm like 'wtf!? no link' and tt indian guy lata shout wat he wan call police den say wat ppl blame him when the chinese touch him -_- i'm like 'so he touch u or beat u? zzz' oh well and this guy look v mentally unstable... so i cant really b bothered abt it... jus go find my book den go borrow... when borrowing the book the police came... den i'm like 'wa! so efficant ar? ttz like less than 5min' so yeah~ u mus b thinking all the actions starts now? nope ttz where all the action endz cos i cant b bother to stay n see wat happened zzz so wu liao... but i kinda pity the lib staffs they look so lost at tt time...

15 November 2008

wo! wat a long... day... finally can wake up and see a bright sky... lolz... therez campus discussion 2day... so yeah~ finally got 2 meet all the ppl who went to other place for their SIP hahaz den early in the morning b4 going into the LT... the whole grp of us was chit chating outside... hahaz... den after the campus discussion start Dr Hu show us this video abt positive attidues in working hm... not a v interesting video but kinda makes sense... den tat was like everytime the person say something in the video he got something stupid and funny to tok abt it lolz! and so after the video we go to our respective classroom to meet our LOs.. hm... i find Dr Hu quite a nice guy actually hahaz den after he keep toking abt TLL zzz den he say he noe jj'z n my PI lolz den after tt he start toking abt jj'z PI lolz i'm like looking at him and laugh and his shaking his head hahaz! oh well... the thing ended at like 12.30? which i tot was kinda early.... until i realise tt there are already other ppl who are already released -_- den after tt hang around in concourse and tok cock sing song with anil n yun qi den tat came along and join in we jus crap like hell and share our SIP 'unplesant' experiences lolz while waiting for tt stupid yan hao whose stupid LO so freaking retarded! realise his students at like 3+!? WTF!? zzz den after tt tat run away lolz cos he told his LO he got competition n was release early but den the early is still 2 late for him -_- so after tt me, anil, yan hao, yun qi n yee shin go TM ajisan and eat ramen~ lolz n i ordered the seafood ramen set and this crab cream thingy~ n green tea... the ramen and crab cream thingy was nice la... but the soup base was salty -_- den yan hao was like where got? and i was turning to him and abt to say 'WTF!? like tt not salty?' but while i notice his empty bowl with not a single drop of soup left... i'm like ok... nvm.... oh well... so ya... i dun like to waste food so i jus drink all the soup zzz lucky i order green tea which can kinda wash of the taste? and it is bitter... but after finishing the green tea still feel kinda thirsty... so drink one more glass of plain water... den feel damn full -_- den i'm like 'shit! lata clarissa birthday party i no nd eat liao lor?' zzz den we chit chat tok cock there until 5+ den i go to aloha changi for clarissa's birthday party.

and meet all the NS men like simon, zhi wei, bendy, azual and they start their 'despo for gals' tok lolz! hahaz kinda feel like going into NS asap hahaz... den yeah~ the usual BBQ and stuffs chit chat... until abt 10+ den go take bus with rachel and Ms Hor lolz den we are toking abt attactment experiences and stuffs on the way after tt i took a train from tanah merah (err think i spell wrongly? lolz) to aljunied den walk home... regret not listening to music when walking home... zzz cos the way from the station to my house was kinda dark and got no ppl one.... den when i was walking around this dark corner i heard some strange sounds den when i look towards to direction of the sound i was a couple anyhowing at the stairs!!! WTF!? wa lao dunno watz on the mind of these ppl man den i'm like thinking 'die die... tmw sure sore eye -_-' and finally reach home at 12+ -_- this is the 1st time i reached home so late since SIP started

and yeah~ finally gonna start RNA extraction on monday woho!~ has been waiting for this day for v long le... well and my mentor kinda cut down more stuff 2 do for my MP so mayb i should not think too much abt not being able to complete my MP on time? hahaz =D

15 November 2008

wo! wat a long... day... finally can wake up and see a bright sky... lolz... therez campus discussion 2day... so yeah~ finally got 2 meet all the ppl who went to other place for their SIP hahaz den early in the morning b4 going into the LT... the whole grp of us was chit chating outside... hahaz... den after the campus discussion start Dr Hu show us this video abt positive attidues in working hm... not a v interesting video but kinda makes sense... den tat was like everytime the person say something in the video he got something stupid and funny to tok abt it lolz! and so after the video we go to our respective classroom to meet our LOs.. hm... i find Dr Hu quite a nice guy actually hahaz den after he keep toking abt TLL zzz den he say he noe jj'z n my PI lolz den after tt he start toking abt jj'z PI lolz i'm like looking at him and laugh and his shaking his head hahaz! oh well... the thing ended at like 12.30? which i tot was kinda early.... until i realise tt there are already other ppl who are already released -_- den after tt hang around in concourse and tok cock sing song with anil n yun qi den tat came along and join in we jus crap like hell and share our SIP 'unplesant' experiences lolz while waiting for tt stupid yan hao whose stupid LO so freaking retarded! realise his students at like 3+!? WTF!? zzz den after tt tat run away lolz cos he told his LO he got competition n was release early but den the early is still 2 late for him -_- so after tt me, anil, yan hao, yun qi n yee shin go TM ajisan and eat ramen~ lolz n i ordered the seafood ramen set and this crab cream thingy~ n green tea... the ramen and crab cream thingy was nice la... but the soup base was salty -_- den yan hao was like where got? and i was turning to him and abt to say 'WTF!? like tt not salty?' but while i notice his empty bowl with not a single drop of soup left... i'm like ok... nvm.... oh well... so ya... i dun like to waste food so i jus drink all the soup zzz lucky i order green tea which can kinda wash of the taste? and it is bitter... but after finishing the green tea still feel kinda thirsty... so drink one more glass of plain water... den feel damn full -_- den i'm like 'shit! lata clarissa birthday party i no nd eat liao lor?' zzz den we chit chat tok cock there until 5+ den i go to aloha changi for clarissa's birthday party.

and meet all the NS men like simon, zhi wei, bendy, azual and they start their 'despo for gals' tok lolz! hahaz kinda feel like going into NS asap hahaz... den yeah~ the usual BBQ and stuffs chit chat... until abt 10+ den go take bus with rachel and Ms Hor lolz den we are toking abt attactment experiences and stuffs on the way after tt i took a train from tanah merah (err think i spell wrongly? lolz) to aljunied den walk home... regret not listening to music when walking home... zzz cos the way from the station to my house was kinda dark and got no ppl one.... den when i was walking around this dark corner i heard some strange sounds den when i look towards to direction of the sound i was a couple anyhowing at the stairs!!! WTF!? wa lao dunno watz on the mind of these ppl man den i'm like thinking 'die die... tmw sure sore eye -_-' and finally reach home at 12+ -_- this is the 1st time i reached home so late since SIP started

and yeah~ finally gonna start RNA extraction on monday woho!~ has been waiting for this day for v long le... well and my mentor kinda cut down more stuff 2 do for my MP so mayb i should not think too much abt not being able to complete my MP on time? hahaz =D

week 10 day 2 of SIP..... mentor and PI go korea for the whole week.... once again therez nothing to do...(meaning my MP got delayed by another week -_-) sianz.... sianz SIANZ! haiz.... so this week do wat? rot in front of comp the whole day... WTF!? oh well.... den this morning go TLL.... measure seedlings which were seeded 2 weeks ago... results damn cocked up haiz... den got this seedling zzz the shoot is growing downwards and it push the roots and seed out of the agar and the rots are like hanging in the air -_- a plant ttz trying to challage gravity? oh well.... den took a half day off 2day 2 go back sch.... collect my applicant forms... den after tt pei senior go AS GO settle her tp-mail thingy... ok i noe... a boring day.... but wat 2 do? haiz....

and last but not least....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ!!! and to all 11/11 babies lolz

week 10 day 2 of SIP..... mentor and PI go korea for the whole week.... once again therez nothing to do...(meaning my MP got delayed by another week -_-) sianz.... sianz SIANZ! haiz.... so this week do wat? rot in front of comp the whole day... WTF!? oh well.... den this morning go TLL.... measure seedlings which were seeded 2 weeks ago... results damn cocked up haiz... den got this seedling zzz the shoot is growing downwards and it push the roots and seed out of the agar and the rots are like hanging in the air -_- a plant ttz trying to challage gravity? oh well.... den took a half day off 2day 2 go back sch.... collect my applicant forms... den after tt pei senior go AS GO settle her tp-mail thingy... ok i noe... a boring day.... but wat 2 do? haiz....

and last but not least....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ!!! and to all 11/11 babies lolz

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

ARGH!!! WTF!? finally tot can con't my project end up not enough seeds and i hav to stop my project again!!! and worst? my mentor is going to korea for the whole week!!! den he tell me wait until he back le den see how WTF!? without all this fucking things happening i already got a v high chance of not finishing my project le den now all this fucking things keep happening like trying to tell me tt i sure cant finish my project one argh!!! feeling fucking fucked up now... jus wtf is wrong with my life man!? so many fucking things keep happening damn it! i'm so damn fated to fail in watever fucking things i do. argh!!! and some many other fucking things keep happening to me jus WTF IS WRONG!? HELLO~ CAN FUCKING GIVE ME A BREAK!? all i nd is jus one fucking day where i dun hav to think of all these fucking problems! i dun care u call me a weakling or u say i'm running away from my fucking problems but all i wan is jus one day! one fucking day where i dun hav 2 bother abt all these fucking things tis life jus sux! sometimes i really wonder wat is the purpose of my existence? do i jus exist physical to waste nature resources? hav i ever done anything to deserve to exist? newspaper keep reporting of 'outstanding' people who die young wun it b better if the person who died is someone useless like me? i'm like jus here to waste resources do i even deserve to exist? haiz...

btw sry for all the 'f' words really feeling freaking pissed off and down now...

ARGH!!! WTF!? finally tot can con't my project end up not enough seeds and i hav to stop my project again!!! and worst? my mentor is going to korea for the whole week!!! den he tell me wait until he back le den see how WTF!? without all this fucking things happening i already got a v high chance of not finishing my project le den now all this fucking things keep happening like trying to tell me tt i sure cant finish my project one argh!!! feeling fucking fucked up now... jus wtf is wrong with my life man!? so many fucking things keep happening damn it! i'm so damn fated to fail in watever fucking things i do. argh!!! and some many other fucking things keep happening to me jus WTF IS WRONG!? HELLO~ CAN FUCKING GIVE ME A BREAK!? all i nd is jus one fucking day where i dun hav to think of all these fucking problems! i dun care u call me a weakling or u say i'm running away from my fucking problems but all i wan is jus one day! one fucking day where i dun hav 2 bother abt all these fucking things tis life jus sux! sometimes i really wonder wat is the purpose of my existence? do i jus exist physical to waste nature resources? hav i ever done anything to deserve to exist? newspaper keep reporting of 'outstanding' people who die young wun it b better if the person who died is someone useless like me? i'm like jus here to waste resources do i even deserve to exist? haiz...

btw sry for all the 'f' words really feeling freaking pissed off and down now...

haiz... so sianz... and i'm back to watching inuyasha again!!!! and ttz like the 10++X i have watched it!? oh well... den when watching inuyasha suddenly this song came to my mind... Sotsugyou by Tackey and Tsubasa and this song was played in the show in one of the late ep where kikyoko was 'killed' by naruku and den inuyasha emo~ and ppl who watched inuyasha will noe tt tt part was actually v sad and touching oh well itz a nice song hope u all will like it 2 =D herez the lyrics for this song =D

Original Lyrics in Kanji

もしも一つだけ
たった一つだけ
叶えられるなら
何を祈るかな

今どこにいるの？
今誰といるの？
青い空見上げ
そっと問いかける

WITH YOU
すぐそばにいた頃の
君がいない
WITH YOU
離れても
変わらないと約束したのに

例えば僕達が思い出になる
そばの温もりにはもうかなわないから
切ないため息が不意に零れた
舞い上がれ遥か遠く君に届くように

きっとその未来
僕はもういない
それだけのことに
やっと気づいたよ

FOR ME
迷ってた僕の背を
押してくれた
FOR ME
微笑みに隠していた
悲しがる瞳

例えば僕達がさよならになる
そばにいて欲しいとそう呟いていた
やるせない思いが声にならない
せめてこの祈りだけは君に届くように

終われない思い空に放して
例え一人でも歩いて行から

桜の花が舞うあの日の様に
眩しい思い出の光を映して
切ないため息で色鮮やかに
舞い上がれこの思いの全て届けてくれ

例えば僕達が思い出になる
そばの温もりにはもうかなわないから
さよならは未来のためにあるから
舞い上がれ遥か遠く君に届くように

Lyrics Translated 2 English

If only one
Just one wish
Could come true
What would you wish for?

Where are you now?
Who are you with now?
I look up at the blue sky
And ask softly

With you
You, who were always right by my side
Are now gone
With you
Although you promised not to change
Even if we are separated

If we become memories
Your nearby warmth is no longer granted to me
So a pained sigh escapes my lips abruptly
May it soar far away and reach you

For sure
In your future
There is no longer a place for me
I've finally realised that

For me
When I hesitated
You gave me a push
For me
With your sorrowful eyes
Hidden behind your smile

If it comes to goodbye for us
I murmured that I want you by my side
I can't describe this desolate feeling
Let this prayer, at least, reach you

I speak my endless feelings to the heavens
Even if I'm all alone, I can keep going

Just like on that day, the cherry blossoms flutter
Reflecting the light of glowing memories
Please send all of this feeling in brilliant colours
Soaring upon my agonised sigh to reach you

If we become memories
Your nearby warmth is no longer granted to me
Farewell is for the sake of the future
So may it soar far and wide, and reach you

oh yes and if u wan the romaji ver of the lyrics jus let me noe =D

haiz... so sianz... and i'm back to watching inuyasha again!!!! and ttz like the 10++X i have watched it!? oh well... den when watching inuyasha suddenly this song came to my mind... Sotsugyou by Tackey and Tsubasa and this song was played in the show in one of the late ep where kikyoko was 'killed' by naruku and den inuyasha emo~ and ppl who watched inuyasha will noe tt tt part was actually v sad and touching oh well itz a nice song hope u all will like it 2 =D herez the lyrics for this song =D

Original Lyrics in Kanji

もしも一つだけ
たった一つだけ
叶えられるなら
何を祈るかな

今どこにいるの？
今誰といるの？
青い空見上げ
そっと問いかける

WITH YOU
すぐそばにいた頃の
君がいない
WITH YOU
離れても
変わらないと約束したのに

例えば僕達が思い出になる
そばの温もりにはもうかなわないから
切ないため息が不意に零れた
舞い上がれ遥か遠く君に届くように

きっとその未来
僕はもういない
それだけのことに
やっと気づいたよ

FOR ME
迷ってた僕の背を
押してくれた
FOR ME
微笑みに隠していた
悲しがる瞳

例えば僕達がさよならになる
そばにいて欲しいとそう呟いていた
やるせない思いが声にならない
せめてこの祈りだけは君に届くように

終われない思い空に放して
例え一人でも歩いて行から

桜の花が舞うあの日の様に
眩しい思い出の光を映して
切ないため息で色鮮やかに
舞い上がれこの思いの全て届けてくれ

例えば僕達が思い出になる
そばの温もりにはもうかなわないから
さよならは未来のためにあるから
舞い上がれ遥か遠く君に届くように

Lyrics Translated 2 English

If only one
Just one wish
Could come true
What would you wish for?

Where are you now?
Who are you with now?
I look up at the blue sky
And ask softly

With you
You, who were always right by my side
Are now gone
With you
Although you promised not to change
Even if we are separated

If we become memories
Your nearby warmth is no longer granted to me
So a pained sigh escapes my lips abruptly
May it soar far away and reach you

For sure
In your future
There is no longer a place for me
I've finally realised that

For me
When I hesitated
You gave me a push
For me
With your sorrowful eyes
Hidden behind your smile

If it comes to goodbye for us
I murmured that I want you by my side
I can't describe this desolate feeling
Let this prayer, at least, reach you

I speak my endless feelings to the heavens
Even if I'm all alone, I can keep going

Just like on that day, the cherry blossoms flutter
Reflecting the light of glowing memories
Please send all of this feeling in brilliant colours
Soaring upon my agonised sigh to reach you

If we become memories
Your nearby warmth is no longer granted to me
Farewell is for the sake of the future
So may it soar far and wide, and reach you

oh yes and if u wan the romaji ver of the lyrics jus let me noe =D

saw this post on bi xia's blog so i go try try, end up i got my own card -_-

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

saw this post on bi xia's blog so i go try try, end up i got my own card -_-

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.